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Doll Meditations

Still considering Evangeline in the future, but I feel what's right for me is to de-clutter what I have first, and I don't feel motivated to do that. It's very dispiriting to go through that room actually. I have many dolls I know I don't need that have many little pieces and ensembles I'm going to have to chase down, and I'm not going to get that much money for any of it. I cannot even get into that closet to get some things I need, for sewing or otherwise, it's craziness. I tried my Hot Looks clothes and American Girl clothes on Josette today. The Hot Looks tops work well, but the bottoms are too small. I don't know that the style suited her. Her presence is so different than my other Ha Yarn Cho. It's very difficult for me to believe it's the same doll. I have thought of comparing photos, but I feel almost touchy about it. I don't really want to think about the old Josette or the differences between the old and the new. The old Josette h...

Mind clearing

Thinking about getting a "summer doll" again has caused me to think much harder about my collection and what I really want. I can't ignore what feels "right" and what feels "wrong" and I think doll collectors go through this a lot. Basically I love collecting Barbies, because I can buy them all the time, slowly amassing my Superstar/vintages bit by bit, without much stress if I don't have the chance to play with them right away or if they aren't what I thought, or even if I ruin them trying to fix them (which definitely happens :P). On the other end, the costly end, I cannot deny that Asian ball-jointed dolls are my ideal. Right now, I have only one, and I would like to have more. I would even like Leslie to be a different doll. It would be a frightening thing to sell him not knowing if I would truly be able to afford the new doll at some point, but change is what gives the hobby excitement, even if there is uncertainty. At the same time,...

Leslie and the water god

Leslie knelt at the water’s edge and bowed his head, remaining still as pain washed over his mind like a waterfall. Cold and stinging, he endured its brutal pelting, till his face and eyes were awash in tears. “I only did what I felt was right and fair,” he whispered in the deepening dark, as weedy stalks waved tall as he by the water’s edge. “No other would touch this person, none but me—it was plain from the beginning that this rose was covered with thorns. No other seemed to consider the rose worth the thorns—but I prized it such. I took and held his friendship—breathed life into it patiently day by day, loved him—and now it is all lost.” As a duck skimmed the surface of the pond, colorful ripples spread before Leslie. “Teach me, lord, to endure this pain. I thought him worth the price—I think him worth the price. I see him alone, friendless, and clearly tangled in his thorny resolve I see pain and loneliness. This pain I sought to heal. He tolerated me for a time—then use...

Leslie at Sugar Mama's

    Today we . - drove around Austin all day ! - shared a margarita cupcake at Sugar Mama's - met some nice people on the sidewalk who thought he was a girl - shopped at Secret Oktober - tried to see St. Mary's Cathedral, but it was closed It is so much easier to be with Leslie when I am in ophelia-wear (Victorian/vintage/gothic). Somehow when I am dressed "normal" I feel super-awkward. My goal is one day to never be dressed normal . ! I don't even remember anything about yesterday or the day before. My memory has gotten so short. It's shortening every minute. All I remember is writing poetry in my journal in the Indian restaurant. I remember holding lace in the antique stores. I remember walking along the streets of Austin with Nathan and Leslie. Nothing else . matters . at all.

En route to Austin, Leslie

365 bjd - fading light

365 bjd - fading light , originally uploaded by blacsylc . We watched it get dark. I pretty much can't get home in time anymore to do an outdoor pic. >:( I have been overwhelmed ... I am still doing the project every day, but I won't upload every day, and if my pic is bad I'm not advertising it... So that was yesterday's. Here's today's... The cockatielier.

bjd pic - Wish book

bjd pic - Wish book , originally uploaded by blacsylc . Today we got the wish book ... er ... American Girl catalog in the mail today. Leslie is browsing ...

bjd pic daily - so many choices

bjd pic daily - so many choices , originally uploaded by blacsylc . We got four new wigs in the mail today. I love the random pack I got -- it's in Halloween colors. We are still waiting on one more fancy wig though.

Who's been sleeping in my bed?

  Henry: Zzzzz. Leslie: Hey! What are you doing in my room? Henry: .   Leslie: Hey, kitty, will you let me pet you? Henry: I'm not sure about that.   Leslie: Nice kitty. Henry: Er.   Leslie: There we go. Nice kitty. Henry: {twitches}   Henry: Mommy, is he going to hurt me?   Leslie: See, this isn't so bad. Henry: No, it isn't.   Henry: Purrrr...   Henry: Zzzzz..

bjd pic daily - Leslie and Henry hang out

bjd pic daily - Leslie and Henry hang out , originally uploaded by blacsylc . Today I made a short photostory... to follow this post.

bjd pic - some days we are uninspired

bjd pic - some days we are uninspired , originally uploaded by blacsylc . Or we think we are uninspired. We think and dream and write nothing down, and do nothing, and it seems like things are just getting more undone, and the dishes pile up. And maybe tomorrow we will start living the dream.

bjd pic daily - tomorrow morning's coffee

bjd pic daily - tomorrow morning's coffee , originally uploaded by blacsylc . Leslie is helping me make tomorrow morning's coffee. He knows how bad I will need it.

bjd pic daily - October reverie

bjd pic daily - October reverie , originally uploaded by blacsylc . Leslie glimpses the last rays of the sun, which sinks ever so early.

bjd pic- the beginning of something

bjd pic- the beginning of something , originally uploaded by blacsylc . Uh oh, Leslie has powered up his microscope and is figuring it all out. I can't wait to see what he decides to do. I have a feeling he is going to have me buying antique slides on eBay. I don't know where I found the courage to plug in and turn on this antique microscope. It's one of those old timey plugs. I don't know if I am more surprised that it works, or that I am not electrocuted. The things I do for him.

bjd pic - The biologist

bjd pic - The biologist , originally uploaded by blacsylc . Leslie learns the ins and outs of his new microscope.

bjd pic - Halloween tree

bjd pic - Halloween tree , originally uploaded by blacsylc . We finished the Halloween tree today! Complete with the bittersweet garland, bows, and black and orange cookie ornaments.

bjd pic - morning meditation

bjd pic - morning meditation , originally uploaded by blacsylc . Leslie sits for a moment by a stone on our morning walk. Location: Canyon of the Eagles

bjd pic daily - The paddleboats

bjd pic daily - The paddleboats , originally uploaded by blacsylc . Leslie explores the abandoned paddleboats in the woods by the lake. Location: County Road 134,Burnet,United States

1 bjd pic daily - the biologist

1 bjd pic daily - the biologist , originally uploaded by blacsylc . Leslie finds a bleached backbone on the lake shore. We are near an eagle's nest. Location: Ellen Halbert Dr,Burnet,United States