A place for very old dolls

I try to keep the majority a secret, but when it comes to my very old dolls, there seems nothing less suitable than to put them where others can see them. They have languished for so long, and they were destined to be in this old farmhouse, in the dank and shadowed hallway which feels like the hallway in the house of a grandmother I never had.

Prince Hamlet nailed up my shelf yesterday, enabling me to display Schneewittchen, Marguerite and Violette as I have for so long desired. In addition he gave me a rack to display my excess of vintage aprons. I hope this decorating will comprise most of my day. Expect many dark and grainy photos.

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Korean Gothic Imaginary

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